WhyAmIFeelingLikeThis?

have u ever felt left out n so out of place?

like u dun belong here.

like everything u're doing feels wrong.

like everyone around u is wrong.

like people r talking in some kinda foreign language u dun understand.

like they look at u differently as in not-a-good way.

dun know what's gotten into me lately.

i may smile, laugh n joke around like there's nothing wrong.

but there is.

tho i'm not showing it.

tend to hide how i feel.

haha.

like anyone care.

i'm sick of this.

i wanna get out of here.fast.

running.avoiding.preventing

am i playing with people's heart?

i hope not.

dang i hope he's not having that kind of "feeling"

i'll be in a verrryyyyyy bad state if he does :O

why?

idunknow

it juz..didnt feel rite.

yeahh i did have a crush on u.

but i have this strong feeling that this thing aint go far

n that period of awkwardness juz made me realise

that

u're one of my BESTFRIENDs.

n i want it to remain as it is.

at least, this is what i'm feeling rite now.

what is meant to be will be.

wthout realising u're actually one of the reason i keep holding on n my strength.

the one that makes me laugh n smile.

friend. :')

ditch -.-

guess what?

kena ditch lagi..

huhh -.-

moral from the story?

dun follow ur friend who's going out on a date, u'll eventually get ditched; forgotten; left behind

aishah 1 : tuu laa kau..dh prnah kena tp x serik2

aishah 2 : ye laa x smpai hati laa

aishah 1 : x smpai hati x smpai hati, skrng kau yg terasa hati

aishah 2 : wat cmne, x kan aku nk tnggal je 

aishah 1 : kau x nak tnggal, tgk2 kau yg kena tnggal

aishah 2 : aku syg kwn2..i wouldnt wanna hurt them

aishah 1 : but now ur hurt, do they realise?then mula laa nk wat luahan prasaan lak kat blog

aishah 2 : *speechless*

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ma first entry this year 2.0.1.2!

happpyyyy newwww yearrrrrrr!

*hope its not too late to say this :D*
im 19!!
*okayyy now i feel old :)*

soooo

what bout this year?

thinkingggggg~ ^^

NO crush ?
STOP playing around so much ?
NO homesick ?
15/15 for this sem exam ?
less emotional ?
get a grip of maselfff ?

whaddyathinkk?:D

whatever it is juz be yourself :)

btw

currently in shah alam~seksyen 18~ AKASIA -.-

juz got back yesterday

the land of the cockroaches..urghhhh!

greeted by dead creepy crawlies

luckily their DEAD muahahaha *evillllll*

wuaaaa im left here again!

mmy ddy! :O

sabar je laa..its juz another 3weeks before CNY's break

cant wait cant wait cant wait!

*got the tickets ready :)

n hey

class starts TOMORROW! :O